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05:38pm 06/09/2004
 
mood: blank
This weekend had some definet ups and downs. Friday was really good, I got to drive to East Windsor and pick up pizza. I didn't kill myself or my parents in the process. And I drove over to Kelsey's house to pick her up. Then we watched 15 and Pregnant (really lame), and She's Too Young (Rreally lame, but still amusing).
Saturday wasn't too hot. Except that Kelsey was here and we Extreme Ironed, and had a good time. I found out my cat was either sick, and it could get better, or really really sick and didn't have a chance. But we got him some meds in the early afternoon, and they said that if they didn't work in two weeks he probably had a cancerous tumor or something. Then we dropped Kelsy off, and went to Ellie's drum lesson. But we completely missed the lesson because there was an insane traffic jam. Then we had to go to the mall, and get some stuff, but we were all really hungry and cranky so it was awful. And then I got a pain in my side, and my mom made me call some nurse hotline, and answer a bunch of questions, and threatened to take me to the emergency room. And if that wasn't bad enough, I got home, and saw my kitty was doing really bad. And I sat on my bed with him, and made a phone call. And then when I was done on the phone, I looked at my cat and he wasn't breathing anymore. And I just cried and cried and sat there on the bed until my mom came in like 10 minutes later and I told her that the cat was dead. And it's really sad. And I was crying the rest of the night.
Sunday I was ok for the most part, though. I went to Stacia's with Ellie while my parents and Rachel went to a wedding. We hung out with Heather, and that was fun. We played slug, and made fun of all the stupid kids playing chess.
Today I was still at STacia's, and I had to help them get ready for the party that they had. The party was ok, but small compared to what it normally is. I'm really tired, and I had too much candy, so my head hurts. I got really sad when I came home, and the cat wasn't lying on my bed like he normally is. My room is really lonely now, and I miss him a lot :(
I didn't get to say bye to Rachel because she left before I got home. I found out that I'm babysitting a little girl tomorrow night, so I can't go to driving school, but that's ok, I can put it off another night. I have a feeling that it's going to take me a very long time to finish driving school. Lol. Oh well.
I've still gotta do my homework, which socks, and I want to see if my parents will let me drive somewhere. I dont know where I'd go though.
 
     

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07:41pm 28/08/2004
  I haven't updated in awhile because I've been too lazy. Just like I've been too lazy to fix my background. I deleted it by accident a couple of weeks ago, and I never got around to fixing it.
In other news, school started...way to state the obvious... It's pretty lame, but oh well, there's nothing to be done about that. I've got to do homework sometime this weekend.
I can't go to Gaelic Storm. It's a long story, and it makes me angry, so I'm not going to talk about it. :-(
I sat around today. It was lame.
I have to go to clarinet tomorrow. I need to find a new place to take my lessons, because doing them on Sundays sucks.
That's that .
 
     

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Whoohoo!   
07:50pm 18/08/2004
 
mood: chipper
I just found out that Gaelic Storm has a new cd that they released August 3rd. And I missed it! I'm going to have to go and buy it right away!!! And guess what!!! I'm going to the Newport Waterfront Irish Festival and seeing them perform on September 4th! I can't wait. My mom hasn't promised me yet, but she said probably, as long as I can find out how much tickets are. My dad wants to go too, so I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to. I'm so happy!
Sadly, I lost one of my Gaelic Storm cds, so I have to buy it again. Oh well, it wasn't really their best one anyways.
 
     

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I'm too Sexy   
10:31pm 11/08/2004
 
mood: chipper
I'm watching What Not to Wear. It's ridiculous. I feel so bad for these people who have no sense of style whatsoever. Lol. I need to be on this show. MAKE ME OVER!!!

I've got makeup issues. I haven't worn any makeup since like, May, at my dance recital. I'm going to be one of those girls who has no idea what to do with makeup for the rest of my life. I think I'm going to need to go "au natural" and just forget the makeup. While I'm at it I should just stop shaving my legs and armpits. I'll say I'm into the foriegn scene or something. Lol.

On another style note, I read Teen Vogue the other day (don't ask) and I found out that in some state they're trying to, or already did (not really sure which one it is) ban low-rise jeans. Everyone already probably knows about that, but I found it funny. If I was living in that state, instead of wearing low-rise jeans, I'd wear that body paint that looks like clothes, but really isn't. And no one would know that I wasn't wearing pants....

Tomorrow looks like it will be school shopping day. Wish me luck, I hope I don't buy crazy stuff that I'll never wear.

Completely unrelated note: I was looking at random live journals just now, and trying to find someone interesting. No luck. Half of them were in this weird non-English writing. It blew my mind.
 
     

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05:21pm 10/08/2004
 
mood: contemplative
So today I decided that I can't go to France next summer. It's a dissapointment, but I guess I was just kidding myself trying to say that I could save the money to go. I can't get a job till January, when I get my lisence, so I have no way of earning any money till then. Even if I could get a job in September, I don't think that I'd actually have enough time for it because of homework, dance, clarinet, and drama in a couple of months. It'd be way too much to deal with. It stinks that I can't go to France, but I don't think it's all that bad. At least by next summer I'll have my lisence and won't be stuck completely at home or anything. And I still think that someday I'll go to France, just not now.
On a different note, I was bored this afternoon so I played pretty dresses by myself. I'm so mature! It was fun though. I dug up this really dorky sweater type thing that I had to wear with my dress for the 8th grade dance, in the process. It is going to look PERFECT with my salvation army skirt.
 
     

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02:39pm 10/08/2004
 
mood: amused
Hey everyone! It feels like I havne't talked to anyone in so long because I went camping for three days on Friday, and then two hours after I got home, I left and went to go to Stacia's house. I had a good time camping. If you want to see some pics, you can go to my sister's lj, and there are some there.
I was wondering if anyone that's going to be in my English class this year wants to get together like one day next week and watch the movies and write the stupid song that we have to write. Tell me if you do!
 
     

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There are some crazy people out there!   
02:54pm 05/08/2004
  Ok, I just read this article about this man that shot some guy in the back of the head for a snowmobile. Why would someone do that? A snowmobile! How hard would it be to just earn the money for a snowmobile at a real job? Not very. And what about the guy who got shot? I bet he feels great now (besides the fact that he's dead) about knowing his life was only worth a snowmobile. What is the world coming to?  
     

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Where's my Prince Charming?   
10:12pm 04/08/2004
 
mood: ditzy
I just saw A Cinderella Story with my sisters. I'm such a sucker for a cheesey, PG romance. I thought that it was a really good movie. I told Rachel that it gave me new hope for my love life. Then she told me that I don't look like Hilary Duff. How sweet of her to remind me.
But I can't give up hope, because my horoscope for this month says:
You'll be oh-so-sensible about money but oh-so-senstive when it comes to romance, because Venus exerts major influence on your life this month. Don't be trapped into thinking you aren't good enough for a certain guy. You are! Use the boost of confidence that will arrive on the 22nd to remind yourself.
Alright then, I'll keep telling myself that I am good enough! I AM I AM I AM!!
 
     

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My New Skirt from Salvation Army   
09:01pm 03/08/2004
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Yay   
05:08pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: amused
I spent the last two days at Stacia's house and it was a blast. Sunday afternoon we were hanging out with her cousins Thomas and and Jaime, and her brother Matt, and his friend Chris. We wanted to go to this lake to go swimming, so Matt drove us. But when we got there, it was the beach was closed, so we had to park by the boat launch, and walk over a dam and under a fence to get to the beach and go swimming. Then after we were done swimming we wanted to go out to eat someplace, and we went to Friendly's. We also met up with Stacia's brothers friend Derrick, before we got there, and that was fun. The stupid people sat us in a corner of the restaurant way away from everyone else, because we were a big group of rowdy teenagers. Then the waitress forgot the soup, so we got free icecream. Everyone was really loud, and had bad manners, and said rude things, and it was soo much fun. There was some fat guy licking his girlfriends neck right in front of us, and it was disgusting. My joking around about being in love with Matt started to backfire when he started hitting on me back (creeping me out) and everyone was making jokes about our babies and how retarded they will be. Then Jaime went waaay to far when she said that I should go give Matt some head in the car. She said that right in front of everyone and I almost died cuz I was so embarassed. Tehehe. Silly people. Then Sunday night I stayed up with Chris watching Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, which I have to say, Is the dumbest movie that I have ever seen.

On Monday I got woken up at 8:00 in the morning by a couple of little kids who Matt was supposed to be babysitting. Stacia's dad took us to the Salvation Army on Monday afternoon, and I got this really cute poofy polka dot skirt for $5. Gasp! I bought something from Salvation Army. Monday night, Matt took us out to ice cream, and then Christ and Stacia and Matt and me went to Waddell at like 10:00 to play on the swings. There were a bunch of hoodlums out there, and Matt peed on the slide, and it was soo gross because little kids play on that slide. After that we drove around looking for something to do, but everything was closed, so Matt took us to MHS so that we could roll down the huge hill. The grass was wet and slippery, and there was a dirt pile at the end that I rolled into, so I was really dirty and wet by the end.

Today I went shopping with my mom for stuff for Ellie and my dad. We found some good deals, and saved tons of money. My mother bought me a tuner/metronome for my clarinet on Sunday, and I was trying to figure out how to use the tuner part today, but I couldn't figure it out, because I'm very dumb. I tried to open a bank account today, but I forgot my social security number so I have to wait until tomorrow. Oh well.

Now I'm just sitting around, I might go do some work outside, or eat something, or do some work for school.
 
     

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Yay for productivity   
11:36pm 31/07/2004
 
mood: awake
I think that today was the most productive day of my summer so far. I got up the earliest I've done all summer, which was 9:00. Then I did some SAT prep, and read some more of Gatsby for English. I did a ton of work outside. I spent most of my day there. I painted the front steps, and shoveled a bunch of dirt, and played in horse poo. I also mowed half of the lawn. In the process, I became a mass murderer. I killed, a frog, and a snake, and a bird. I can't believe myself. It's so terrible, it makes me want to cry.
I went to Diane's house tonight, and we went swimming, and took a walk, and made smores in some smore maker that didn't work very well, and had instant Christmas.
I've got gray spots from the stain I was using to paint the steps. Some of them won't wash off, but oh well. They add character.
The moon is pretty tonight, but nobody in my family appreciates that but me. :(
I burned myself a cd. It's cool.
 
     

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GRRR   
11:25pm 30/07/2004
 
mood: rejected
I hate stupid people!!! That IM you, and then just leave, without saying anything. Why talk to me, if you're not going to finish the conversation?? Why get my hopes up?? GRRAWWRRR. Way to make me feel even more rejected.
On a happier note, I went to the daily grind with Rachel, and Laura, and Diane, and Laura did a song, and it was fun. There was a creepy guy (that rachel and laura thought was cool) wearing a cowboy hat and this shirt that said "Nashville Pussy" surrounded by flames. I had a really big cookie. I shared a little bit of it though.
I worked outside today and got paid $15. Then I spent three of of it tonight.
I started reading Gatsby today. It hasn't been so bad. I think it's funny. One of the characters reminds me of Rachel, because she's a ditz. School starts in less a month. It's not fair!!!
Well that's that.
 
     

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Yup   
09:22pm 23/07/2004
  I figured it's probably time to update again, because I haven't done it for awhile. I've been way too lazy or busy. But anways, i went to Maine with Kelsey and it was fun. We saw very few boys and went to a major hick carnival. She has the highlights of the trip written in her journal.
When I came home yesterday, my dad made me a hamburger. and then me and Rachel and my dad went to an auction. It was fun, there was lots of cool crap, even though we didn't buy anything. Then my dad took us to get some icecream at the place in Ellington with the minigolf and the the golf thingys. So then, we wacked some golf balls, and it was fuuun!!
Today I worked all day on my bathroom. I painted the two coats of yellow on the walls, and did the white stuff around it the windows, and stuff. Then I peeled off the floor, and was going to sand it, but it's waaay tooo hard, and my parents wouldn't help tonight, so I have to wait until tomorrow to finish it :(
I need to practice my clarinet soooooo badly. I'm so bad at it lately. :( Oh well. Ellie's got drums tomorrow, so I'm going to Manchester and maybe I'll get a curtain or do something fun like that. Well see you later!
 
     

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hello again, everyone   
04:07pm 02/07/2004
 
mood: amused
I've definetly been slacking on updating lately! Shame on me! I'm going to miss everyone terribly once I leave for Maine tomorrow. I won't get to see any of my friends for another week :( Other than that, I'm happy. But you all need to tell me the exciting stuff that I've missed out on in Stafford when I get back.
That's all that I have to say. I'm so boring.
 
     

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Updating Updating!   
10:59pm 19/06/2004
 
mood: amused
Thursday was fun, minus the english final! Burning at Emily's was awesome. Now I know that there aren't any UV rays coming out of the fire, and I don't need to worry about wearing sunblock. We ran in the rain, and skipped, and I got very dirty, and I smelled very bad by the end. I also got bug bites all over my legs, but I don't mind very much.
Friday was fun too! My mother let Ellie skip school, and Rachel didn't have any classes, so we went to get my dad some presents. Then I went to Stacia's brother's party, and that was fun. The cops showed up because the karoke got pretty loud. Lol.
And that's that. I went to see Stepford Wives, and I loved it even more than the first one. Now I'm kinda sleepy, so I'm gonna go space out a lil bit. SEe y'alls later!

YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ALL SAY: "WEAK BLADDER, STRONG HEART!"
 
     

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08:13am 18/06/2004
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Relaxed   
10:32pm 11/06/2004
 
mood: cheerful
Hey there everyone! I'm so relaxed right now. Rachel let me use her computer, so I'm chilling on the couch and watching tv. She went to bed because she's got drill in the morning. Ellie's in The Cave doing something, who knows what, and Parents went to bed. No one is online right now, so I'm really really alone. It's kind of nice!
I realized today that there won't be anymore homework assignments for the rest of the year. I still have got to study for hours though. I might not go to clarinet lessons on Monday night, because I'll probably want to cram more. It's weird, I'm actually going to try to do well on these tests, and normally I'm just like screw school and grades.
Tomorrow should be interesting. I've gotta get up early in the morning and do like, three loads of laundry. If it doesn't look like it's going to rain, I've got to stain the picnic table. I'm only getting 5 bucks for it, but I'm taking all the work that I can get. I've got 10 bucks for mowing half the lawn today. bghutghbghutghbghutghbghtughbghtughbghutghbghtughbghubhgutughbghtughbghtughbghtughbhgtughbghuthgbhgtughbghutghbghtughbghtu
That was fun!
 
     

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Hehehe   
06:46pm 10/06/2004
 

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It's so sad that my dreams usually include fields and meadows and 98% of them include sex, and it's not likely to come true! I've always wanted sex in a field or a meadow :-P
 
     

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Yay for the recitals being over!!!!   
06:35pm 06/06/2004
 
mood: amused
This weekend wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Friday night Emily and Lauren came to my recital, and that was loads of fun. Emily got me flowers and Lauren bought me a family sized box of chocolates. The chocolates are gone now :) Lauren and Emily came to my house and we watched the first new episode of Degrassi, which rocked. Yay Degrassi. Emily left about halfway through My So Called Life, and Lauren stayed over. We watched Little Women until 12:30. Tehehe I <3 Christian Bale.
Saturday we went to Ellie's drum lesson and bought her a drum set. Help me now. It does look cool in her room, I must say. I went and ordered my music for regionals, and I bought Jane Eyre, and another Charlotte Bronte book that I've never heard of. I had to go to another recital. I went an hour after the beginning, and I still had to wait around for another half an hour.
Today I got up really late because I woke up early in the morning and heard my dad cleaning. Then I laid around in front of the tv till 1:30, when I started to get ready for another recital. I got to the recital an hour and a half after the beginning, and they were lining us up to dance, so it was perfect timing. I was only at the recital for 20 minutes today! Yay! Then I did some errandy type things with my parents and came home, and here I am now.
I forgot to mention a funny thing that happened while we were buying Ellie's drum set. One of the guys says to me, "So what do you play?" and I said "Clarinet" and then he said "I figured it was something like that, I thought probably oboe" and then I said "I don't really like oboes" and he said "Why not, they're like clarinets" and then I said "yea, but you're more of a dork if you play the oboe" and then he said "that's true, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to insult you" Lol, that was our conversation. The other drum guy was definetly Emily's type of boy.
See everyone tomorrow!
 
     

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Yay!   
03:01pm 04/06/2004
 
mood: chipper
They posted the piece I have to play for regionals!!! Finally! Now in like 2 weeks I'll get to start playing it! It's some stupid Mozart one. I don't like Mozart, but I suppose it's not about what I like. I hope its easier than last years! :)
 
     

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